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After so long.

Its been awhile. A really long while since I last updated. After so long, yes, after something like 7 years. I still can't forget.

My favrouite thai song, chun mee kaa kae nai, which translates to english as How much I mean to you is, is below. Just felt like putting it here to describe my feelings.

ฉันมื่ค่าแค่ไหน
chun mee kaa kae nai
(How much I mean to you)

เป็นคนที่ยืนอยู่ข้างเธอคอยดูแล อยู่เมื่อเธอเหงาใจ
bpen kon tee yeun yoo kaang ter koi doo lae yoo meua ter ngao jai
I am the person who stands by you, to care for you when you are lonely.

เป็นเพียงคนหนึ่งที่เธอเห็นแล้วผ่านไป เธอๆรู้หรือเปล่า
bpen piang kon neung tee ter hen laew paan bpai ter-ter roo reu bplao
I am only the one that you see and pass by, do you know?

ในใจมีเธอทำเพื่อเธอเพียงคนเดียว แต่ก็เท่านั้นเอง
Nai jai mee ter tam peua ter piang kon dieow dtae gor tao nan eng
You are in my heart, its purpose is only for you alone, everything for you only.

เป็นลมเบาๆที่เธอนั้นไม่เคยเห็น เธอไม่เคยมองดูที่ฉัน
bpen lom bao-bao tee ter nan mai koie hen ter mai koie mong doo tee chan
I am like the gentle breeze blowing you, I have never seen you notice me.

ไม่ได้ขอให้เธอมารัก ไม่เคยขอให้เธอห่วงใย
mai daai kor hai ter maa rak mai koie kor hai ter huang yai
I cannot ask you to give me your love, I never gave you anything to worry about.

แค่อยากรู้เรื่องที่ค้างในใจ อยากๆจะถามเธอ
kae yaak roo reuang tee kaang nai jai a-yaa-gor-yaak ja taam ter
I want to know, what is in your heart, I want to ask you.

ถ้าคนอย่างฉันตายจากไป เธอเศร้าใจหรือเปล่า
taa kon yaang chan dtaai jaak bpai ter sao jai reu bplao
If I pass away or leave you, will you be sad?

หนึ่งคนที่ข้างเธอยามเหงา มันมีค่าสักแค่ไหนสำหรับเธอ
neung kon tee kaang ter yaam ngao man mee kaa sak kae nai sam-rap ter
Someone who will be by your side whenever you are lonel, how valuable is he to you?

เดินเพียงลำพังเพราะฉันมันตัวคนเดียว เธอไม่เคยสนใจ
dern piang lam pang pror chan man dtua kon dieow ter mai koie son-jai
Walk by myself, because I am alone, you have never cared.

ยังมีเพียงเธอและจะรักตลอดไป ต่อให้ใจเธอไม่มีฉัน
yang mee piang ter lae ja rak dta-lot bpai dtor hai jai ter mai mee chan
I still love you and I will love you forever, even your heart continues to ignore me.

ไม่ได้ขอให้เธอมารัก ไม่เคยขอให้เธอห่วงใย
mai daai kor hai ter maa rak mai koie kor hai ter huang yai
I cannot ask you to give me your love, I never gave you anything to worry about.

แค่อยากรู้เรื่องที่ค้างในใจ อยากๆจะถามเธอ
kae yaak roo reuang tee kaang nai jai a-yaa-gor-yaak ja taam ter
I want to know, what is in your heart, I want to ask you.

ถ้าคนอย่างฉันตายจากไป เธอเศร้าใจหรือเปล่า
taa kon yaang chan dtaai jaak bpai ter sao jai reu bplao
If I pass away or leave you, will you be sad?

หนึ่งคนที่ข้างเธอยามเหงา มันมีค่าสักแค่ไหนสำหรับเธอ
neung kon tee kaang ter yaam ngao man mee kaa sak kae nai sam-rap ter
Someone who will be by your side whenever you are lonel, how valuable is he to you?

โปรดเถอะตอบคำถาม ช่วยยืนยันให้ฉันฟังก่อน
bprode te dtop kam taam chuay yeun yan hai chan fang gon
Please answer my question, let me hear your affirmation.

อยากจะรู้ กับเธอแล้ว ความรักนี้ของฉัน มีค่าแค่ไหน
yaak ja roo gap ter laew kwaam rak nee kong chan mee kaa kae nai
I want to know how much does my love mean to you?

(Interlude)

ถ้าคนอย่างฉันตายจากไป เธอเศร้าใจหรือเปล่า
taa kon yaang chan dtaai jaak bpai ter sao jai reu bplao
If I pass away or leave you, will you be sad?

หนึ่งคนที่ข้างเธอยามเหงา มันมีค่าสักแค่ไหน
neung kon tee kaang ter yaam ngao man mee kaa sak kae nai
Someone who will be by your side whenever you are lonel, how valuable is he?

ถ้าคนอย่างฉันตายจากไป เธอเศร้าใจหรือเปล่า
taa kon yaang chan dtaai jaak bpai ter sao jai reu bplao
If I pass away or leave you, will you be sad?

หนึ่งคนที่ข้างเธอยามเหงา มันมีค่าสักแค่ไหนสำหรับเธอ
neung kon tee kaang ter yaam ngao man mee kaa sak kae nai sam-rap ter
Someone who will be by your side whenever you are lonel, how valuable is he to you?

Updates, updates!

At last..handed in the last of the assignments today. Feel so free and relaxed now. Going to take a 2 day break before start studying for exams. Seems like all my mates have stopped blogging already. The blog fever is over already.

Yesterday, as I was out for dinner, walked to my car and BUMP! Hit my knee against my housemates car. Worst of all, I hit the hardest part of the car, the TOW BALL.. damm it didn't hurt at first, but it hurts now. Lucky no serious injuries. Guess a few days later I should be fine.

The last 2 weeks of uni was hell man. Ever had problems working with your team mates? I guess everyone has. Imagine this, the final report handed in was 64 pages. 2 members in the team, one of them did his part of 7 pages, the other did his part of 6 pages. Do the math, and you will realised how many pages have I done by myself. Fu*cked up attitude? Yeah, my team wasn't short if it. Imagine getting childish replies from someone about the same age as you. Really makes my blood boil. I can bet my ass on it that this team mate of mine dosen't know a single thing about anything. You might be thinking now, is he dumb or something? Well, I won't call anyone dumb, but if I had no choice (looks like it right now) then I would have to say yes. How can someone be so dumb to do the following: Creating a project schedule for the team. Sounds easy isn't it? Only dumb arses would screw it up. I can't believe it that someone could be so dumb to create a project schedule without even bothering to look up the calendar. How in the world is it possible to put a slot in a scheulde labelled as "LAB WORK" with the fricking date as a bloody SUNDAY???? Enough of this sh*t.. thinking of it makes my blood boil. Really disappointed, and I mean REALLY.

Lets see, when will I be able to update again? I don't know my dear blog. After exams probably.

Ending soon!

Finally, found abit of time to write a short entry. Been busy the whole week with last minute work (as usual). Going to bed soon. Its 4.40 am now, and I have a presentation later at 10 am. Sigh =(

Anyway, nothing much happened today. Went to print my thesis. I had 7 pages to be printed in color which is going to cost me 80 cents per page!! =( Lucky the rest of the 106 pages are in black and white, which cost me 8 cents each. That works out to be a total of about $40 for 2 sets. Can't believe it man, including the thesis folder to hold my thesis, everything comes up to be almost $100 !!! Damn it.. Paid like almost 10 grand a semester (for 5 semesters), now want to graduate also must pay extra $100. Sounds like some kind of graduating fee. I think there must be some kind of collaboration going on between the printing company, thesis folder company and the university to earn students money!

Ok la, can't write much already. Need to watch 1 episode of CSI before going to bed. Haha...

Bathroom singer the brave!

Wow! Can't believe it is already 6:18am and I am still awake! Later got lecture at 8am. Sigh, last week of uni is always the worst! So much work to do and I am going to expect almost 1 whole week of sleepless nights. After this ordeal, still have to face the dreaded exams!!!

Anyway, back to the main topic. My friend, the bathroom singer, he did a very brave thing yesterday. There was this girl he fancied, and he only met her once before, when he helped her with her car. So, to know her better, this joker actually wrote a note and put it on the windshield of her car, since it was such a coincidence that she was staying like 4 houses away from me only. So, today, or just now rather, she replied him, and he was like head over heels. The funniest thing was when he messaged me in MSN twice, saying "She replied liao!! She replied liao!!". Hahaha... Anyway, I respect you for your bravery and I shall give you the infamous, I-create-myownself-one, Golden Condom Award, also know as the Gondom Award!! So, Mr bathroom singer, do you have a speech ready? You should be very happy today, double happy infact. Because your lab score was 91% unlike my pathetic score of 76%. =( Even the pedophile also got 2% more then me. I think I am becoming stupid already... (Can kiss my 2nd Class upper honours goodbye liao...)

Ok lah, need to finish some more work, then head over to uni for lecture already. Last week lectures cannot miss! Because the lecturer usually will talk about the final exams, and might give some tips.

Last week of university already..

Finally, come monday, will be the last week of the semester already. Time really flies when you are busy man. Ok, continue the topic from the last post. Yeah, came back from the casino at around 5am. Lucky that my cheque from mummy didn't clear yet, so no chance to play at the tables! My friend, the bathroom singer, won abit though. $30 actually. 赌神 leh!! My other friend, spring princess, was not very lucky, she lost $22. Haha, people go casino to become 赌神, she go to casino become 赌懒 !! Hahaha...

Anyway, I added some pictures of my car. Nothing fancy lah, and with its pathetic speed, I believe I can run faster! Mine is the dark red or "lao sai" red Toyota Paseo. Ever wondered how you pronouce "Paseo"? Its pronouced as "Per-Say-Oh" instead of the typical singaporen pronounciation of "Par-Seo". Anyway, Paseo is actually a proper english word which has the meaning, a slow walk in the park. That explains its pathetic speed! Oh, The car beside it belongs to my housemate, the chilli pounder.

Honestly, I prefer the ass of my car to the front. It looks so much nicer from the rear! The front looks pathetic. The last picture shows my car in the night time. It was taken at the bathroom singer's house. Heehee... Ok, enough bragging about my car.

Just yesterday, I asked my friend to read my blog. In the end, she told me that she prefered Rockson's blog!! So sad, ask people to read my blog, in the end, people prefer someone else's blog from my links! Well, I guess singlish does sell. Maybe I should start writing in singlish so more people can find my blog entertaining. Steady, lim peh going to convert to writing in singlish also. Arh bo nobody come and see my blog. I think I buay sai la, very terok to kay siao and write in singlish. Feel like kenna tekan like that. Haha!

Sibei sian man, actually wanted to go to this gay pride parade at northbridge just now one, but then, no one wanted to go. So LL go my friend house and watch Lord of the Ling on TV. Watch liao come home and zho bo lan. Now drinking tea, and blogging at the same time. Most prob. going to go to bed soon. Don't know how come yesterday slept for 12 hours liao, still so tired. I think I am becoming god soon, the god of sleeping, koon sin...ZzzZzz...

Time to relax

Why does everyone who read my blog say that I talk too much about my work? Ok, no more talking about work already today! Time for me to relax abit, unwind a little bit. Once again, another boring friday night. Feel like going out to have fun, but don't know where to go, and no one to go with.

I just added this cool javascript which I ripped from some website. Only IE users can see it because apparently, Firefox has some errors with the Javascript. Dammit! So, since I CANNOT write about work, I will write about PLAY. Now lets see, what do I play with? I play with heaps of stuff man. Computers, cars, some computer games, friendster, girls, myself... Haha! Just kidding about the last two.

So, lets go one by one, computers first, will leave the rest for the next post. Well, can't really play much of computers now, because I am using the lame arse Acer laptop. Its has a 1.3 GHz PentiumM processor, which apparently Intel claims it can perform as well as a 2.4 GHz Pentium4 processor, but I think it can't. Basically my laptop runs on Windows XP Pro and also dual booted with Mandriva Linux 10.3 (Hehe, I love that cute lil penguin) Below is a picture of my lappy when I first bought it 2 years ago.

Looks pretty sweet eh? But trust me, after 2 years of typing, even the alphabets on the keyboard have faded away, and only me, yes only me can type without even having to find the right keys. So, besides a laptop, what else do I have? Well, I used to have a desktop PC back in Singapore, but when I came to Perth to further my studies, I sold the mainboard and my LCD monitor away. I kept my desktop casing though, because I spend quite alot on it. Well, I did modify the casing a lil' bit. Got this guy to do it for me. Below is another interesting picture taken when I send my precious $300 casing to the "garage".

Yeah, I was so desperate to use the computer, I used it without its casing!! Lucky never short circuited the whole mainboard. Well, I have to go already, so I can't write anymore. Maybe heading off to the casino with my mates. Hope I can stay off the tables and control myself not to gamble! Below is another picture of my computer when it came back from the "garage". Sweet eh? Oh yeah, thats that layout of my room back in Singapore. =)

Gotta run now guys! Really heading off to the casino. Lucky right? Don't think in singapore you can just say lets go to the casino and drive there. The nearest one is in Genting Highlands! All righty, will post updates when I am back later!! Ciao~